Update!

OK I have been a big big slacker when it has came to keeping my blog updated. Just FYI I do log on everyday and do my daily blog stalking and let me tell you the reason for not updating is because I am boring, I never have anything exciting in my life that happens! I go to work come home watch TV go to bed get up and do it all over again. I have 2 highlights that happen once a month one being Bunko and the other is having dinner at the Harris'. So at least once a month my boys get a good sit down meal, Thanks, Natalie :). You know when I was younger I imagined my life being so much more interesting, I was of course going to be married to the man of my dreams have wonderful loving children, be financially stable and go on vacations. I guess 1 out of 4 is okay (yes I have wonderful loving children well they are wonderful when they are sleeping). I am going to be 45 years old this year and don't feel like I have lived. I know that I am the one that needs to do some changing to make that happen. Guess I will just have to throw myself out there and see what happens, start taking baby steps to change and have more of a life than 2 times a month! If any one else has ever been in this kind of rut let me know what and how to get out come on give me some ideas. I'm open to anything, might not try it but who knows. See that's my 1st baby step opening my mind to change. Next post coming up will be Bronson's birthday pictures, (little late posting that one)