What Was I Thinking?

Well first week of school and I'm already wondering am I cut out for this? My Miss Confident "you can do anything" voice says of course I can, but then out pops my Mr. Negativity voice and he says "no you cant your too old you don't know what your doing. "This weekend has been tough not to listen to Mr. Negativity, when I am so overwhelmed with not knowing if I can memorize all these medical terms and when my computer is so crappy that I cant even do my computer homework on it,but then Miss Confident whispers in my ear "that its only your 1st week you have only had 1 class of your medical terminology class you can be expected to know it all in one week, and remember you have the advantage of free tutoring, and you can always do use the computers at the school to do you computer homework." )Notice how I made the negative voice be male haha) Anyhow it has been a great week for the most part, had bunko on Friday which is always great, got rid of my bird on Saturday and spent the rest of the day doing homework, which I should get back to doing instead of updating my blog.

Change is a comin

Well I finally changed my background to a more springy feeling one....hope it helps hurry spring up. More changes in my life and family Robert is working and really enjoying getting paychecks, which I knew he would once he started getting one. He seems to really like it at least so far. Bronson got his learners and is bugging me to drive everywhere, which is scary, I usually let him on Sundays when the traffic is lighter. As for me I signed up to go back to school last night. I am going to take Medical Billing and Coding classes,and while I love working at the credit union I need more. I'm scared and very very nervous but also excited to begin this new journey in my life. It just feels right this time! Well try to update more later when I have more exciting news

Public Speaking

Ok I'm sure no one really reads these blogs anymore seems everyone is into Facebook, so I figure it might be a good spot to write down some things on my mind. The title of this blog is public speaking, don't know about anyone else but the thought of speaking in front of people terrify me, but what do you do when the Stake President calls you into his office and asks if you would speak at Stake Conference not for him but for HIM!!! How could I say no to the Lord, think besides my kids he is the only one I cant say no too. Anyhow my topic is on the blessings I received since I went to the Temple. When he asked me that I answered him truthfully and told him I wasn't quite sure, I figured once I went to the Temple my life would fall into place, you know no more worries perfect children you know all that! Well it has been far from that but I do feel a more peaceful feeling at times and I also know that whatever is thrown at me I can handle because of the gospel. So I have until a week from Saturday to get my thoughts together for my 7 minute talk, oh and President Hadfield seemed to think that telling me I would be speaking in the Adult session would somehow ease my mind. HAHA it would be easier to speak in the Primary session oh wait they don't have one. Oh well like I said I can conquer my fear of speaking in front of a large crowd or at least learn don't answer your phone if you don't recognize the number. :)

Thanksgiving

Since its the Thanksgiving season, I thought I would do a post on things I am Thankful for. First I am thankful for my boys, they are what keep me going day after day, give me my gray hair, and drive me crazy, but cant imagine or remember what my life was like before they came to me. Thanks Robert & Bronson, may not tell you all the time :) but glad you picked me! My Parents, my brothers and my sister in law, you guys have always been there for me, you have helped me more than I will ever be able to repay you. Love you all. My nieces and nephew Brooklyn, Carter and Shayla, I love being the favorite Aunt, thank you for telling me that all the time! My friends, my job, my health, too many things to list. I am also thankful for my Heavenly Father and the blessing and love that he has given and continues to give everyday. I hope each and everyone of you have a Happy Thanksgiving!

SHAYLA STRUTTIN IT PART 2

Since my sister in law didnt like the 1st video of Shayla workin it I had to do an updated one, now that Shayla no longer struts like her dad showed her! So you be the judge which one do you like?

SHAYLA STRUTTIN HER STUFF

SLACKER!!!!

I know I have been quite the slacker on my blog, not sure anyone even reads it anymore since it seems like everyone is doing the facebook thing. Any how decided to update this and catch up anyone who still looks on whats been going on in our world. First off cant believe school has already started and my baby is in high school. Bronson started 10Th grade at Timpanoges High and so far is doing really good seems to be enjoying it and is studying to get his learners permit (oh No I'm not ready for that) Robert is a senior and is going to East Shore so far in the last week he has completed more work than he did all last year. He has alot to do but is determined to graduate this year. Its so strange to see my little boys become men, where did the time go one minute they were small needing me every minute and then I turn around and they are 6ft have deep manly voices, and don't need or want me by their side. Its hard to let that apron string stretch and its even harder to watch it break. Oh well enough about that nothing I can do to change it. Lets seen over the 4Th of July the whole family Mom, Dad, Matt Jeni, Carter, Shayla, Michael, Brooklyn, Me and the Boys (good thing I don't have a big family) all went up to Jeni's parents cabin. If you remember last time we went a bear came into the camp, didn't have that kind of excitement this year, but it was still a blast and nice to get away from the daily grind. Also in July Matt and I took our endowments out and were sealed to our parents, it was the most wonderful thing that has happened to me since the birth of my kids. I have a whole different outlook on life now and how I live it, wish I could do things over with the boys but hopefully they will watch the example I'm setting for them now. I got a promotion at work which is nice but I had to move to another branch. The day my new manager Brad called to tell me the position was mine I cried as I told him yes, not really tears of joy but more of sadness. I have worked at the PG Branch for almost 2 years and to me its more like an extended family I love each and everyone of them and hated to leave them, its hard not seeing them everyday and seeing The 2 Cams kids Crew and Emma all the time, but I had to do what was going to be the best for me and my family. I am now the Head Teller at the American Fork branch and even though the commute is a little longer and I hit that construction I really really really love my new position. I love my new manager Brad and my co-workers, so that has made the move easier, but my heart is still at PG. Oh and Brad has got the cutest kids too, so see I can still give out candy to the little kids. (wait that makes me sound weird). Any how I think that's about all that has happened to me and my family since I last posted anything. See we don't lead a very exciting life!!! I do have lots of pictures to post and a video of my niece Shayla strutting her stuff ( her dad taught her how to)